Persistent am I,
to seek,
what was found by another,
something I thought I had found.
I yearn for what another has,
I wish I could take it from that person,
for it to belong to me once again.
Never will I know how to breathe without it,
never will I know how to sleep without it.
With a touch that can throw a chill straight down my spins,
A smile that can reawaken my mind.
The voice that brings a rhythm and beat through my limbs,
Eyes that could tear out the heart,
With one look.
Eyes finding me in my self-hiding,
Beyond everyones vision,
A kiss,
That leaves no trace of regret.
Such a love that can't exist in life,
And a happiness that can't be true to this world.
To then there are tears cried,
From the truth,
Knowing that never can I have someone to love me,
Release me,
And free me from myself.
Knowing that I shall be alone in my solitude,
For understanding the smooth was the earth spins,
Yet has so many bumps,
To over come or fall down from.